New Year, Not So Much Luck

Today has been pretty damn productive.

Been studying the whole day.

Another two days and I'll be sitting for my professional paper and before I know it I'll be done with year 4.

If all goes well, this time in two weeks I'll be having a much needed getaway with one of my besties. Keeping all fingers and toes crossed.

The past few days haven't been the best.

On the way back south the other day this really big piece of metal flew off a lorry that was in front of me and cracked my windscreen. So there's an 8 inch bullseye crack on my side of the windscreen and it just breaks my heart to see it there because it wasn't even my fault 😩. Have taped it up for the time being. Will be taking it to KL after exams to see what can be done. Will have to change the whole thing otherwise. Totally unnecessary but whatudo.

The plaster ceiling in my bathroom is about to break thanks to a leak from the unit above mine that has been there for over a year. And thanks to tenants who were not the least bit bothered about informing their landlord about it. So I'm at the receiving end of it as usual. Hoping the guy comes to fix it before anything happens.

12 days and this will all be over.

Cannot.

Wait.

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