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This I Miss

I miss being able to just go out and do things whenever I wanted.
I miss JB!
I miss Danga Bay, where we spent late nights walking, talking, laughing our asses off, eating, studying (believe it or not) for exams.
I miss the little coffee place I used to frequent. They had the best chocolate danish.
I miss having Subway just 5 minutes away!
I miss being able to record my audio without having ambulance sirens in the background.
I miss my little tin can that consumed so little petrol compared to my lady in black now who sucks up a third of my allowance, sometimes more, every month.
I miss the malls! And the cinemas oh my goodness. I could just book a ticket online and be at the cinema half an hour later with my popcorn or pint of ice-cream. Yes pint.
I miss taking long drives at night into town, around town.
I miss having the energy to be out the whole night and still be wide awake in class the next day without any sleep.
Everything has changed :(
Now if I don't get 8 hours of sleep a night I feel like a walking zombie at the hospital the next day.
I can't be at the cinema in record time like I used to be. Now the closest one is GSC in Malacca and I hate GSC but that's the best option. The only option -.-
If I want Subway I have to drive an hour into Malacca to get it.
The mall here is so tiny. It's not even a mall I think. Just a building with shops. 5 shops selling shoes alone but nothing's nice.
I miss service there. Worship service especially. Church was small but everyone was so pleasant. Everyone was like family. Here it's nowhere near that. And I can't seem to find a proper church that has an English service any time other than Sunday morning >:(
I miss my old place, too. All the cooking we did. All the movies we watched. All the time I spent getting used to staying alone and actually loving it.
I really, really miss it.

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