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The thoughts I have for this post are currently scattered all over my brain.
There are so many things I want to write about. So many things I want to share.
God has been good.
Gizmo is so so so attached to me. & to an extent I'm pretty attached to her now, too. Whenever I leave and come home she's always next to me. She's currently a little hyper so she's flying all over the apartment.
Surprised a close friend for her birthday yesterday thanks to some other mutual friends of ours. She didn't see it coming & it was so special. She felt so special. The look on her face was priceless.
Been sleeping pretty well for some time now. No subconscious thoughts worrying me or stressing me out. Things are great with mom & dad. With my friends.
Another few months & I'll be done with my medical degree.
Was talking to a friend today about a medical condition she had & this part of my brain just started giving her information about it. It's like I knew what I was saying but I wasn't the one saying it. Felt so surreal. But she was taking it all in & what I was telling her made absolute sense. I was actually giving someone medical advice. & I knew my shit 😀.
My hair has grown. Tempted to cut it into a bob again because of the crazy weather but I can't wait to have Marion Caunter's curls on my head with my own hair. Sigh. By Christmas, hopefully.
I'M GOING FOR ED SHEERAN'S CONCERT. With daddy. In November. Heh. Tickets go on sale in 5 days. Really hoping to get a good spot for some fantastic pictures. So stoked.
After exams next year mom wants to send me to Europe for five to six weeks. Do some traveling before work starts & before I'm stuck for the next two years. I guess Korea will have to wait a while more.
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I'm continuing this post & today is Friday. Was supposed to finish it but somehow couldn't continue.
Surprised mom today by coming back home. Didn't want to miss yet another Mother's Day. Dad gave me the green light & I took a relatively slow drive back. To save petrol.
So many people I've spoken to over the past few months have told me how at peace I am with myself in spite of whatever it is I've been through over the years and months.
& I cannot agree more.
I've reached that point where I really, truly believe that all things happen for a reason.
All the things I've gone through have made me the person I am in this very moment. & all the things I will continue to go through will continue to mould me into the person I'm meant to be.
People also keep asking me why I don't have a significant other & why I'm not dating or why I'm not on any dating app etc. 
Does it really even matter that I'm single & not seeing anyone?
My cat & I are perfectly content.
I'm simply not in the right place to meet anyone special at the moment. All my girl friends are great but there are just no guys here that have stimulated me enough, let alone at all, mentally. 
So no I'm not in any way upset or frustrated that I don't have a boyfriend/significant other yet. If it happens, it happens. If it doesn't, it doesn't. I will no longer settle for anything or anyone less than I deserve.
Not quite sure how long I'll be home for. Have a couple of assignments to do but nothing too important to see to next week which is why I came back. It was such a spur of the moment thing. Although driving non-stop for 4 hours is beginning to take its toll on me. I'm getting olllddddddd.
12.30 now. Have got to take the car to the workshop to have her checked coz of some funny motor sound when I turn the steering wheel.
Then I might go get my assam laksa and tau fu fah fix. Just hope it doesn't rain until I'm done with everything. It's so bloody hot these days I just can't take it.
Anyways! As sleepy & tired as I am, Julia Quinn calls.
More soon.
❤

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